Friday, May 8, 2009

I'm not crazy,

Nor am I blind. But I am confused.
Such a bittersweet day for me.
Bitter irl. Sweet online.
It's a tough balance to maintain.
I'm starting not to like it.
It's starting to make things worse, not better.

The image of them is seriously burned into my brain. How dare he just walk on and...UGH. He's so stupid and he has no idea what he does. It's not fair to blame him, because he doesn't know. And I can't tell him. I've already lost a friendship and someone who was so important to me because of something like this, I'm NOT allowing it to happen again. But it's just so hard to see them and think about it and then not know what he's trying to say.

BLAH.

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